"Afraid no, I wasn't afraid but it was an unusual thing, it was an unusual feeling. It was an unusual atmosphere for me having grown up in this country and, and, and never seeing anything like that"
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The subtext sits in that last clause: “having grown up in this country… never seeing anything like that.” Boston is naming a rupture in the promise of familiarity. He’s not describing a foreign land; he’s describing estrangement at home. That’s why “atmosphere” does so much work: it suggests crowds, policing, ritualized hostility, the ambient pressure that can’t be reduced to one incident. For a Black American athlete in Boston’s era - celebrated for performance, constrained by the social order around it - the “unusual feeling” often arrives when public acclaim collides with private exclusion.
The intent, then, is careful testimony. He’s not trying to dramatize; he’s trying to be accurate without sounding rattled, and that restraint makes the moment sharper. By refusing the easy label of fear while still admitting disorientation, Boston exposes how American exceptionalism frays: not with a bang, but with an “atmosphere” you suddenly can’t pretend is normal.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Boston, Ralph. (2026, January 16). Afraid no, I wasn't afraid but it was an unusual thing, it was an unusual feeling. It was an unusual atmosphere for me having grown up in this country and, and, and never seeing anything like that. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/afraid-no-i-wasnt-afraid-but-it-was-an-unusual-94455/
Chicago Style
Boston, Ralph. "Afraid no, I wasn't afraid but it was an unusual thing, it was an unusual feeling. It was an unusual atmosphere for me having grown up in this country and, and, and never seeing anything like that." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/afraid-no-i-wasnt-afraid-but-it-was-an-unusual-94455/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"Afraid no, I wasn't afraid but it was an unusual thing, it was an unusual feeling. It was an unusual atmosphere for me having grown up in this country and, and, and never seeing anything like that." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/afraid-no-i-wasnt-afraid-but-it-was-an-unusual-94455/. Accessed 18 Feb. 2026.







