"After I became a citizen, I felt freer to say what I thought about this country, both negative and positive. I think I had been, consciously and subconsciously, biting my tongue in the past"
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The intent is modest, almost practical: he is describing a shift in comfort after naturalization. But the subtext is sharper. "Biting my tongue" signals a silent calculus familiar to immigrants and long-term residents: praise is safe, critique is risky, and the risk isn't abstract. It's social (being labeled ungrateful), institutional (visa precarity, bureaucratic discretion), and psychological (the internalized sense that you're a guest in someone else's house). MacNeil is naming how democratic speech can be stratified - not by law alone, but by status.
Context matters because MacNeil isn't a firebrand; he's a public-service newsman associated with sober, consensus-minded broadcasting. When a figure like that admits to self-censorship, it punctures the myth that only the radical or marginalized feel pressure to perform loyalty. His phrasing - "both negative and positive" - is a journalist's balancing clause, but it also exposes the trap: immigrants are expected to be ambassadors of gratitude, not full participants in argument.
The quote works because it treats citizenship less as identity and more as a microphone turning on. It's a reminder that free speech is often experienced not as a principle, but as a threshold you have to cross.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
MacNeil, Robert. (2026, January 15). After I became a citizen, I felt freer to say what I thought about this country, both negative and positive. I think I had been, consciously and subconsciously, biting my tongue in the past. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/after-i-became-a-citizen-i-felt-freer-to-say-what-161432/
Chicago Style
MacNeil, Robert. "After I became a citizen, I felt freer to say what I thought about this country, both negative and positive. I think I had been, consciously and subconsciously, biting my tongue in the past." FixQuotes. January 15, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/after-i-became-a-citizen-i-felt-freer-to-say-what-161432/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"After I became a citizen, I felt freer to say what I thought about this country, both negative and positive. I think I had been, consciously and subconsciously, biting my tongue in the past." FixQuotes, 15 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/after-i-became-a-citizen-i-felt-freer-to-say-what-161432/. Accessed 19 Feb. 2026.





