"After I had given up to go, the thoughts of the journey were often attended with unusual sadness, at which times my heart was frequently turned to the Lord with inward breathings for his heavenly support, that I might not fail to follow him wheresoever he might lead me"
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Resignation, not romance, is the engine of Woolman’s sentence: “After I had given up to go” makes the journey sound less like a choice than a surrender. That phrasing is classic Quaker texture. For Woolman, willpower is suspect; the self is something to be yielded. The sadness that follows isn’t simply fear of travel. It’s the emotional cost of obedience, the ache of stepping away from ordinary attachments and into a life where conscience keeps rewriting your plans.
The line’s quiet drama lives in its inwardness. “Unusual sadness” is a small, disarming admission from a man remembered for moral clarity. He doesn’t perform heroic certainty; he reports vulnerability as spiritual data. “Inward breathings” is the key subtext: prayer as a bodily reflex, nearly wordless, happening below the level of rhetoric. It suggests a spirituality that distrusts display and replaces public piety with private pressure - an internal weather system that can change the course of a life.
Context sharpens the stakes. Woolman traveled widely in the American colonies as an itinerant Quaker minister and an early, relentless critic of slavery and economic cruelty. Journeys meant confrontation: persuading fellow Quakers to manumit enslaved people, refusing the comforts that implicated him in exploitation, and carrying dissent into rooms where it was unwelcome. “That I might not fail to follow him” reads less like generic devotion than a fear of moral backsliding when the social cost rises. “Wheresoever he might lead me” is Woolman’s understated radicalism: a readiness to be moved, even when movement hurts.
The line’s quiet drama lives in its inwardness. “Unusual sadness” is a small, disarming admission from a man remembered for moral clarity. He doesn’t perform heroic certainty; he reports vulnerability as spiritual data. “Inward breathings” is the key subtext: prayer as a bodily reflex, nearly wordless, happening below the level of rhetoric. It suggests a spirituality that distrusts display and replaces public piety with private pressure - an internal weather system that can change the course of a life.
Context sharpens the stakes. Woolman traveled widely in the American colonies as an itinerant Quaker minister and an early, relentless critic of slavery and economic cruelty. Journeys meant confrontation: persuading fellow Quakers to manumit enslaved people, refusing the comforts that implicated him in exploitation, and carrying dissent into rooms where it was unwelcome. “That I might not fail to follow him” reads less like generic devotion than a fear of moral backsliding when the social cost rises. “Wheresoever he might lead me” is Woolman’s understated radicalism: a readiness to be moved, even when movement hurts.
Quote Details
| Topic | Faith |
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| Source | John Woolman, The Journal of John Woolman (first published 1774). The line appears in his published Journal (public-domain work; found in standard collected editions of Woolman's Journal). |
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