"And I just thought, this is what I want to be. And I knew that dancing would be my chosen profession"
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The subtext is less about desire than about permission. Ballet is a world that asks for total buy-in early, and Farrell’s phrasing suggests she’s already internalized its bargain: your body becomes both instrument and proof of seriousness. “This is what I want to be” isn’t merely wanting to dance; it’s wanting to become the kind of person dance requires - composed, exacting, willing to be corrected, willing to disappear into form. The sentence quietly bridges the gap between childhood fascination and adult vocation without acknowledging how brutal that bridge can be.
Context sharpens it. Farrell’s career, famously entwined with George Balanchine and New York City Ballet, sits at the intersection of artistic exaltation and institutional power. “Chosen profession” reads, then, with a double edge: a declaration of agency inside an art form built on obedience. It works because it’s both romantic and transactional - the moment you fall in love, and the moment you sign away your life to keep it.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Farrell, Suzanne. (2026, January 16). And I just thought, this is what I want to be. And I knew that dancing would be my chosen profession. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/and-i-just-thought-this-is-what-i-want-to-be-and-84734/
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Farrell, Suzanne. "And I just thought, this is what I want to be. And I knew that dancing would be my chosen profession." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/and-i-just-thought-this-is-what-i-want-to-be-and-84734/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"And I just thought, this is what I want to be. And I knew that dancing would be my chosen profession." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/and-i-just-thought-this-is-what-i-want-to-be-and-84734/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.





