"And I went to New York and died; for 10 years I walked those pavements. I can't think of New York without feeling uncomfortable and feeling like a failure"
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The most revealing move is the timeline: “for 10 years I walked those pavements.” That’s not a montage. It’s repetition, audition-to-audition grind, the slow erosion of confidence that happens when you’re always almost arriving. “Pavements” is tactile and unglamorous, a choice that scrapes away the skyline fantasy and replaces it with sore feet, cheap coffee, and the quiet dread of being replaceable.
When he admits he “can’t think of New York without feeling uncomfortable,” the discomfort isn’t nostalgia; it’s a body memory. The city becomes a trigger for impostor syndrome, for the fear that your ambition was naive. Calling himself “a failure” is the sharpest subtext: even if he later succeeded, the New York chapter still owns a corner of his identity, like an old review you can’t unhear. In a culture that sells struggle as a quirky origin story, Korman refuses to romanticize the bruises. He makes failure feel ongoing, not redeemed.
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| Topic | Failure |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Korman, Harvey. (2026, January 15). And I went to New York and died; for 10 years I walked those pavements. I can't think of New York without feeling uncomfortable and feeling like a failure. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/and-i-went-to-new-york-and-died-for-10-years-i-167569/
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Korman, Harvey. "And I went to New York and died; for 10 years I walked those pavements. I can't think of New York without feeling uncomfortable and feeling like a failure." FixQuotes. January 15, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/and-i-went-to-new-york-and-died-for-10-years-i-167569/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"And I went to New York and died; for 10 years I walked those pavements. I can't think of New York without feeling uncomfortable and feeling like a failure." FixQuotes, 15 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/and-i-went-to-new-york-and-died-for-10-years-i-167569/. Accessed 6 Feb. 2026.



