"And so I was doing that and starving and somebody said you should model and I ran when they told me how much money you could make and I did a television commercial the first job"
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The key reveal is the unapologetic motive: money. Ward admits she "ran" when she heard the pay, puncturing the respectable myth that acting careers begin with pure artistic calling. In an industry that loves to sanctify talent and grit, she frames her entry as pragmatic and reactive. The subtext is less "dream big" than "take the door that opens, especially if you're hungry". It is a working actor's truth: your first break is often adjacent to your actual ambition, and you learn to translate whatever work appears into the next step.
There's also a quiet critique of the system. "Starving" isn't metaphorical; it gestures at how many aspiring performers are subsidized by family money or invisible safety nets. Ward's anecdote suggests she didn't have one, and that the entertainment pipeline is shaped by who can afford to wait. Ending with "the first job" lands like a hard stop: no romance, just a receipt. In that economy, a commercial isn't selling out; it's buying time.
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Ward, Sela. (2026, January 15). And so I was doing that and starving and somebody said you should model and I ran when they told me how much money you could make and I did a television commercial the first job. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/and-so-i-was-doing-that-and-starving-and-somebody-78039/
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Ward, Sela. "And so I was doing that and starving and somebody said you should model and I ran when they told me how much money you could make and I did a television commercial the first job." FixQuotes. January 15, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/and-so-i-was-doing-that-and-starving-and-somebody-78039/.
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"And so I was doing that and starving and somebody said you should model and I ran when they told me how much money you could make and I did a television commercial the first job." FixQuotes, 15 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/and-so-i-was-doing-that-and-starving-and-somebody-78039/. Accessed 6 Feb. 2026.


