"And though I might have learnt more wit and advanced my understanding by living in a Court, yet being dull, fearful and bashful, I neither heeded what was said or practised, but just what belonged to my loyal duty and my own honest reputation"
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The subtext is that court life offers education at a price. Cavendish suggests she could have "advanced my understanding" through proximity to power, gossip, and performance, yet she presents her refusal (or inability) to absorb it as loyalty and honesty: she focused only on "what belonged to my loyal duty" and her "honest reputation". Duty here doubles as a socially acceptable reason to opt out of the court's competitive theater; reputation becomes the boundary she cannot cross without risking scandal.
Context sharpens the stakes. Cavendish moved close to royal circles during a period of political fracture and precarious patronage, when courts were not merely glamorous but dangerous, and women were hyper-visible, easily reduced to rumor. Her sentence performs the tightrope she walked as a female author: claiming seriousness while acknowledging the court's seductive, corrupting curriculum. It's an early modern version of saying, I saw how the game is played - and I chose survivability over sparkle.
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| Topic | Honesty & Integrity |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Cavendish, Margaret. (2026, January 16). And though I might have learnt more wit and advanced my understanding by living in a Court, yet being dull, fearful and bashful, I neither heeded what was said or practised, but just what belonged to my loyal duty and my own honest reputation. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/and-though-i-might-have-learnt-more-wit-and-104819/
Chicago Style
Cavendish, Margaret. "And though I might have learnt more wit and advanced my understanding by living in a Court, yet being dull, fearful and bashful, I neither heeded what was said or practised, but just what belonged to my loyal duty and my own honest reputation." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/and-though-i-might-have-learnt-more-wit-and-104819/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"And though I might have learnt more wit and advanced my understanding by living in a Court, yet being dull, fearful and bashful, I neither heeded what was said or practised, but just what belonged to my loyal duty and my own honest reputation." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/and-though-i-might-have-learnt-more-wit-and-104819/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.







