"Arnold Bennett was a writer I admired. He was actually taking notes at his father's deathbed"
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Admiration doesn’t usually come packaged with a shiver, but Leonard knows exactly what he’s doing by calling Bennett “a writer I admired” and then immediately yanking the curtain back on the cost of that vocation. The punchline isn’t just that Bennett took notes at his father’s deathbed; it’s that Leonard frames this as proof of seriousness. In one stroke, the quote flatters craft and indicts it.
As a dramatist, Leonard is sensitive to scenes: the deathbed is the oldest stage set in Western storytelling, soaked in expectations of reverence, privacy, and the unsayable. Dropping “actually” into the sentence works like a stage direction to the audience: yes, it’s as bad as it sounds. That little word does the moral work, signaling disbelief while also confessing a grudging respect for the discipline it represents.
The subtext is a conflict many writers recognize and many non-writers suspect: the mind that keeps converting life into material doesn’t clock out for grief. Bennett’s not being accused of cruelty so much as of professional reflex. Leonard’s “admired” lands ambiguously - part homage to unsentimental observation, part warning about what observation can hollow out.
Context matters, too. Leonard came up in a mid-century literary culture that prized the hard, reportorial eye and distrusted sentimentality. This line punctures romantic ideas of authorship: the writer as vampire, yes, but also as archivist, preserving even pain because it will otherwise disappear. The sting is that art’s “taking notes” can look indistinguishable from betrayal.
As a dramatist, Leonard is sensitive to scenes: the deathbed is the oldest stage set in Western storytelling, soaked in expectations of reverence, privacy, and the unsayable. Dropping “actually” into the sentence works like a stage direction to the audience: yes, it’s as bad as it sounds. That little word does the moral work, signaling disbelief while also confessing a grudging respect for the discipline it represents.
The subtext is a conflict many writers recognize and many non-writers suspect: the mind that keeps converting life into material doesn’t clock out for grief. Bennett’s not being accused of cruelty so much as of professional reflex. Leonard’s “admired” lands ambiguously - part homage to unsentimental observation, part warning about what observation can hollow out.
Context matters, too. Leonard came up in a mid-century literary culture that prized the hard, reportorial eye and distrusted sentimentality. This line punctures romantic ideas of authorship: the writer as vampire, yes, but also as archivist, preserving even pain because it will otherwise disappear. The sting is that art’s “taking notes” can look indistinguishable from betrayal.
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