"As a young man, every bone in my body wanted to pick up a machine gun and kill Germans. And yet I had absolutely no reason to do so. Certainly nobody invited me to do the job. But that's what I felt that I was trained to do. Now no part of my upbringing was militaristic"
About this Quote
Townshend’s confession lands because it’s both ugly and lucid: the body as a weapon before the mind can supply a reason. “Every bone in my body” makes the impulse sound pre-political, almost physiological, like violence is a reflex installed by the era. Then he undercuts it with a blunt inventory of absence: no cause, no invitation, no direct assignment. That gap is the point. He’s describing the postwar British atmosphere where WWII myth still hummed in the background, saturating childhood entertainment, schoolyard talk, and national pride, even for kids who never saw combat.
The Germans aren’t really “Germans” here; they’re the ready-made enemy placeholder. Townshend is exposing how easily a culture can hand a young man a target without handing him a coherent grievance. The chilling line is “trained to do.” Training implies institutions, discipline, a curriculum. Yet he insists, almost defensively, “no part of my upbringing was militaristic.” That denial is the twist: militarism doesn’t always arrive in uniform. It can seep in through stories of heroism, through commemorations, through the quiet social reward for toughness and readiness.
Coming from a rock musician who built a career interrogating youth identity and aggression, the quote reads like an origin story for that obsession: the moment he recognizes that the “me” who wants to kill is partly a ventriloquized product of the times. It’s not a war story; it’s a story about how war keeps recruiting long after the shooting stops.
The Germans aren’t really “Germans” here; they’re the ready-made enemy placeholder. Townshend is exposing how easily a culture can hand a young man a target without handing him a coherent grievance. The chilling line is “trained to do.” Training implies institutions, discipline, a curriculum. Yet he insists, almost defensively, “no part of my upbringing was militaristic.” That denial is the twist: militarism doesn’t always arrive in uniform. It can seep in through stories of heroism, through commemorations, through the quiet social reward for toughness and readiness.
Coming from a rock musician who built a career interrogating youth identity and aggression, the quote reads like an origin story for that obsession: the moment he recognizes that the “me” who wants to kill is partly a ventriloquized product of the times. It’s not a war story; it’s a story about how war keeps recruiting long after the shooting stops.
Quote Details
| Topic | War |
|---|---|
| Source | Help us find the source |
More Quotes by Pete
Add to List






