"As far as I'm concerned, I didn't dream - ever"
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Sturgeon’s blunt denial lands like a dare: don’t romanticize me, don’t psychoanalyze me, don’t ask for the origin myth. “As far as I’m concerned” is the tell. It’s a legalistic hedge masquerading as certainty, a way to claim authority over his own interior life while quietly admitting how slippery that territory is. The line isn’t merely anti-sentimental; it’s anti-anecdote. In a culture that treats “I had a dream” as the proper preface to meaning, Sturgeon offers the opposite: maybe the story begins not with visions, but with work, observation, and the hard daylight of craft.
Coming from a mid-century science fiction writer whose genre is routinely reduced to “dreaming up worlds,” the provocation sharpens. Sturgeon’s best-known fiction is intensely empathetic, body-aware, and morally restless; it often feels like it rose out of the unconscious. Saying he “didn’t dream - ever” reads as a refusal to let imagination be mistaken for escapism or mere reverie. The dash is doing extra labor, turning “ever” into a slammed door, a performer’s beat that invites the listener to protest: Really? Not once?
There’s also a defensive subtext. To claim you don’t dream is to claim you don’t leak. Dreams are where private fears and desires show their hand; denying them is a way to keep the self from becoming raw material for other people’s interpretations. For Sturgeon, whose career navigated literary respectability’s suspicion of genre and psychology alike, the line works as both posture and philosophy: creativity isn’t a nocturnal gift, it’s a conscious stance.
Coming from a mid-century science fiction writer whose genre is routinely reduced to “dreaming up worlds,” the provocation sharpens. Sturgeon’s best-known fiction is intensely empathetic, body-aware, and morally restless; it often feels like it rose out of the unconscious. Saying he “didn’t dream - ever” reads as a refusal to let imagination be mistaken for escapism or mere reverie. The dash is doing extra labor, turning “ever” into a slammed door, a performer’s beat that invites the listener to protest: Really? Not once?
There’s also a defensive subtext. To claim you don’t dream is to claim you don’t leak. Dreams are where private fears and desires show their hand; denying them is a way to keep the self from becoming raw material for other people’s interpretations. For Sturgeon, whose career navigated literary respectability’s suspicion of genre and psychology alike, the line works as both posture and philosophy: creativity isn’t a nocturnal gift, it’s a conscious stance.
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