"As I get older, I seem to believe less and less, and yet to believe what I do believe more and more"
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Brenan’s phrasing does the heavy lifting. “Seem” introduces a wry self-doubt, the writer’s instinct to mistrust even his own conclusions. Then the sentence pivots on repetition: “believe” appears three times, each turn tightening the screw. The first “believe less and less” is subtraction, a quiet renunciation of inherited ideologies, fashionable programs, easy metaphysics. The second clause flips the emotional temperature: “what I do believe more and more” isn’t about becoming dogmatic; it’s about gravity. Fewer beliefs, heavier beliefs. The economy is the point.
Context matters: Brenan was a 20th-century British writer who lived through the collapse of Victorian certainties, two world wars, and the ideological sales pitches of the century - nationalism, communism, fascism, and the softer consolations of polite liberal myths. For an intellectual of that era, disbelief wasn’t edgy; it was defensive. The subtext is a kind of hard-won integrity: if you’re going to believe anything after history has run its experiments, you’d better believe it with your whole weight.
It’s also a quiet warning. A shrinking set of convictions can look like wisdom, but it can also become a private fortress. Brenan leaves that tension intact, which is why the line keeps its bite.
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Brenan, Gerald. (2026, February 16). As I get older, I seem to believe less and less, and yet to believe what I do believe more and more. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/as-i-get-older-i-seem-to-believe-less-and-less-120550/
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Brenan, Gerald. "As I get older, I seem to believe less and less, and yet to believe what I do believe more and more." FixQuotes. February 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/as-i-get-older-i-seem-to-believe-less-and-less-120550/.
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"As I get older, I seem to believe less and less, and yet to believe what I do believe more and more." FixQuotes, 16 Feb. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/as-i-get-older-i-seem-to-believe-less-and-less-120550/. Accessed 25 Feb. 2026.











