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Life & Wisdom Quote by Gerald Brenan

"As I get older I seem to believe less and less and yet to believe what I do believe more and more"

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Aging, Brenan suggests, is less a march toward certainty than a ruthless edit. The line works because it captures a paradox that feels lived rather than theorized: skepticism and conviction don’t cancel each other out. They trade places. With time, the mind stops collecting beliefs like souvenirs and starts treating them like liabilities. What survives that pruning isn’t broader faith but narrower, denser commitment.

Brenan’s phrasing does the heavy lifting. “Seem” introduces a wry self-doubt, the writer’s instinct to mistrust even his own conclusions. Then the sentence pivots on repetition: “believe” appears three times, each turn tightening the screw. The first “believe less and less” is subtraction, a quiet renunciation of inherited ideologies, fashionable programs, easy metaphysics. The second clause flips the emotional temperature: “what I do believe more and more” isn’t about becoming dogmatic; it’s about gravity. Fewer beliefs, heavier beliefs. The economy is the point.

Context matters: Brenan was a 20th-century British writer who lived through the collapse of Victorian certainties, two world wars, and the ideological sales pitches of the century - nationalism, communism, fascism, and the softer consolations of polite liberal myths. For an intellectual of that era, disbelief wasn’t edgy; it was defensive. The subtext is a kind of hard-won integrity: if you’re going to believe anything after history has run its experiments, you’d better believe it with your whole weight.

It’s also a quiet warning. A shrinking set of convictions can look like wisdom, but it can also become a private fortress. Brenan leaves that tension intact, which is why the line keeps its bite.

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Gerald Brenan (April 7, 1894 - 1987) was a Writer from England.

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