"As I grew up, I was continually to suffer hardships in different realms of life - in my family, in my relationship to Japanese society and in my way of living at large in the latter half of the twentieth century"
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The line’s most telling move is its modest, almost bureaucratic phrasing - “continually to suffer,” “relationship to Japanese society,” “at large.” It reads like someone documenting damage in measured tones, which makes the damage feel more credible and more chilling. Oe’s intent isn’t self-pity; it’s moral accounting. The subtext is that hardship isn’t an episodic tragedy but a lifelong condition produced by cultural expectations: conformity, silence, and the postwar bargain of economic success in exchange for political amnesia.
Context matters: Oe’s work is haunted by postwar responsibility and by intimate family experience, especially disability and care, which sharpened his skepticism toward any society that prizes “normal” lives. The “latter half of the twentieth century” lands like a timestamp on a national story - the era of rapid growth, student protest, and Cold War alignment - suggesting that even the age of modernity, with its sleek promises, can be another apparatus of isolation. The sentence functions as a thesis for Oe’s literature: the self as a site where private grief and public history keep colliding, over and over, until endurance becomes a form of critique.
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Oe, Kenzaburo. (2026, January 15). As I grew up, I was continually to suffer hardships in different realms of life - in my family, in my relationship to Japanese society and in my way of living at large in the latter half of the twentieth century. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/as-i-grew-up-i-was-continually-to-suffer-155246/
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Oe, Kenzaburo. "As I grew up, I was continually to suffer hardships in different realms of life - in my family, in my relationship to Japanese society and in my way of living at large in the latter half of the twentieth century." FixQuotes. January 15, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/as-i-grew-up-i-was-continually-to-suffer-155246/.
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"As I grew up, I was continually to suffer hardships in different realms of life - in my family, in my relationship to Japanese society and in my way of living at large in the latter half of the twentieth century." FixQuotes, 15 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/as-i-grew-up-i-was-continually-to-suffer-155246/. Accessed 5 Feb. 2026.





