"At least I'm at peace with myself. I have done my best to write a book about what really happened there and why it happened and it's done, it's published. I won't write another book on Vietnam"
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The phrase "what really happened" is doing double duty. On its face, it's a journalist's mandate: fact over mythology. Underneath, it's a rebuke to official storytelling - the polished briefings, the convenient postwar memoirs, the institutional need to turn failure into misunderstood virtue. Sheehan spent years grinding through documents and testimony to produce a version of Vietnam that reads less like a tragedy of bad luck and more like a system engineered to deny reality. That makes "why it happened" the sharper blade: causality as culpability.
"I have done my best" matters because it signals humility without retreat. It's an ethical posture - the admission that truth is assembled, not received - paired with the confidence to publish anyway. "It's done, it's published" lands like a gavel: the work has left the author, and now the argument belongs to the public.
The final sentence isn't avoidance; it's boundary-setting after moral exposure. For a reporter who lived inside the war's lies and consequences, refusing to return is its own testimony: some subjects demand not more takes, but an honest record and the courage to stop.
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Sheehan, Neil. (2026, January 16). At least I'm at peace with myself. I have done my best to write a book about what really happened there and why it happened and it's done, it's published. I won't write another book on Vietnam. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/at-least-im-at-peace-with-myself-i-have-done-my-115020/
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Sheehan, Neil. "At least I'm at peace with myself. I have done my best to write a book about what really happened there and why it happened and it's done, it's published. I won't write another book on Vietnam." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/at-least-im-at-peace-with-myself-i-have-done-my-115020/.
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"At least I'm at peace with myself. I have done my best to write a book about what really happened there and why it happened and it's done, it's published. I won't write another book on Vietnam." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/at-least-im-at-peace-with-myself-i-have-done-my-115020/. Accessed 22 Feb. 2026.



