"At that time, I had recently finished a book called Amazing Grace, which many people tell me is a very painful book to read. Well, if it was painful to read, it was also painful to write. I had pains in my chest for two years while I was writing that book"
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The subtext is a quiet rebuke of the tasteful distance that often surrounds writing on poverty. Kozol isn’t selling trauma; he’s testifying to what prolonged proximity to structural cruelty does to the observer who is paying attention. “Painful to write” isn’t a writerly boast about craft; it’s an ethical claim. He frames authorship as exposure: to grief, to rage, to complicity, to the fear that language will inevitably aestheticize what should indict.
The chest pains do double duty. They read as literal stress, but they also function rhetorically as proof of sincerity in a culture that treats outrage as performative and compassion as a brand. By putting his own body on the record, Kozol makes the suffering he describes harder to dismiss as “sad but inevitable.” He’s arguing, without sermonizing, that a society able to tolerate children’s deprivation is already sick, and the act of witnessing that sickness should hurt. If it doesn’t, the reader’s comfort is the real pathology.
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Kozol, Jonathan. (2026, January 15). At that time, I had recently finished a book called Amazing Grace, which many people tell me is a very painful book to read. Well, if it was painful to read, it was also painful to write. I had pains in my chest for two years while I was writing that book. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/at-that-time-i-had-recently-finished-a-book-144212/
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Kozol, Jonathan. "At that time, I had recently finished a book called Amazing Grace, which many people tell me is a very painful book to read. Well, if it was painful to read, it was also painful to write. I had pains in my chest for two years while I was writing that book." FixQuotes. January 15, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/at-that-time-i-had-recently-finished-a-book-144212/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"At that time, I had recently finished a book called Amazing Grace, which many people tell me is a very painful book to read. Well, if it was painful to read, it was also painful to write. I had pains in my chest for two years while I was writing that book." FixQuotes, 15 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/at-that-time-i-had-recently-finished-a-book-144212/. Accessed 22 Feb. 2026.








