"Because my father was often absent on naval duty, my mother suffered me to do much as I pleased"
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A little verb "suffered" does a lot of work here. Audubon isn’t bragging about a charmingly unruly boyhood; he’s quietly building an origin story in which freedom, neglect, and privilege fuse into the making of a naturalist. The line sets up a domestic power vacuum: the father is away on naval duty (duty as both excuse and alibi), and the mother, left to manage alone, "suffers" his independence rather than grants it. That word choice carries a faint sting of endurance, implying her permission is less a philosophy of parenting than a weary concession to circumstances.
The subtext is class and gender, smuggled in as autobiography. A household tied to the Navy suggests mobility, empire, and an economy that can withstand long absences. The mother becomes the anchored figure, absorbing the emotional and logistical cost of that system. Audubon’s phrasing acknowledges her role while also slipping past it, quickly turning her labor into the condition that enables his self-directed roaming. He’s explaining how a child could spend long hours outdoors watching birds without being pulled into chores, apprenticeships, or stricter schooling.
Context matters because Audubon’s career depends on this kind of self-mythology. Nineteenth-century natural history prized the figure of the solitary observer, the man formed by exposure to the wild. By framing his curiosity as the product of unsupervised latitude, he naturalizes his vocation: he didn’t choose nature so much as drift into it, as inevitably as a bird into migration. The sentence is modest on the surface, but it’s also a soft-launch of destiny.
The subtext is class and gender, smuggled in as autobiography. A household tied to the Navy suggests mobility, empire, and an economy that can withstand long absences. The mother becomes the anchored figure, absorbing the emotional and logistical cost of that system. Audubon’s phrasing acknowledges her role while also slipping past it, quickly turning her labor into the condition that enables his self-directed roaming. He’s explaining how a child could spend long hours outdoors watching birds without being pulled into chores, apprenticeships, or stricter schooling.
Context matters because Audubon’s career depends on this kind of self-mythology. Nineteenth-century natural history prized the figure of the solitary observer, the man formed by exposure to the wild. By framing his curiosity as the product of unsupervised latitude, he naturalizes his vocation: he didn’t choose nature so much as drift into it, as inevitably as a bird into migration. The sentence is modest on the surface, but it’s also a soft-launch of destiny.
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