"Before acting, I wanted to become a journalist. I also toyed with the idea of being a chef - but that's only when people asked me what I wanted to be. In fact, I always used to say I wanted to be an actor, but I didn't ever believe that I was good enough to be come one"
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The line that stings is the most ordinary one: “I didn’t ever believe that I was good enough.” It’s not faux humility; it’s a snapshot of how talent often arrives before confidence, especially in a field that treats self-belief like a prerequisite. Acting isn’t just a profession here, it’s a high-risk declaration of self. To want it is to volunteer for judgment. The “toyed with” phrasing does double duty, hinting at curiosity while also signaling a kind of protective distance: if you never commit, you never fail.
In cultural context, this is a veteran performer puncturing the narrative that great artists knew early and never wavered. McKellen frames ambition as something negotiated - between inner clarity and the social pressure to be sensible, between longing and the fear that longing is presumptuous. The intent isn’t confession for its own sake; it’s a small act of permission-giving: the dream can be real even when you don’t feel “good enough” yet.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Mckellen, Ian. (2026, January 17). Before acting, I wanted to become a journalist. I also toyed with the idea of being a chef - but that's only when people asked me what I wanted to be. In fact, I always used to say I wanted to be an actor, but I didn't ever believe that I was good enough to be come one. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/before-acting-i-wanted-to-become-a-journalist-i-54768/
Chicago Style
Mckellen, Ian. "Before acting, I wanted to become a journalist. I also toyed with the idea of being a chef - but that's only when people asked me what I wanted to be. In fact, I always used to say I wanted to be an actor, but I didn't ever believe that I was good enough to be come one." FixQuotes. January 17, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/before-acting-i-wanted-to-become-a-journalist-i-54768/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"Before acting, I wanted to become a journalist. I also toyed with the idea of being a chef - but that's only when people asked me what I wanted to be. In fact, I always used to say I wanted to be an actor, but I didn't ever believe that I was good enough to be come one." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/before-acting-i-wanted-to-become-a-journalist-i-54768/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.





