"Before every performance, I think I am about to keel over"
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The subtext is a quiet rebuke to the myth of the actor as naturally fearless charisma machine. Blethyn is one of those performers whose power often comes from emotional precision and lived-in ordinariness; admitting to near-physical dread protects that image rather than puncturing it. It tells you she’s not cruising on ego. She’s paying an entry fee each time: vulnerability, exposure, the risk of failure in public.
Culturally, the line sits in a long tradition of British acting modesty, where discomfort reads as seriousness and bravado reads as amateurism. It also reframes professionalism: being “ready” doesn’t mean feeling calm, it means showing up anyway while your body files its objections. There’s an odd comfort in the extremity of it. If Blethyn thinks she might keel over and still walks onstage, then anxiety stops being a disqualifier and becomes part of the engine.
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| Topic | Anxiety |
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Blethyn, Brenda. (2026, January 16). Before every performance, I think I am about to keel over. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/before-every-performance-i-think-i-am-about-to-101239/
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Blethyn, Brenda. "Before every performance, I think I am about to keel over." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/before-every-performance-i-think-i-am-about-to-101239/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"Before every performance, I think I am about to keel over." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/before-every-performance-i-think-i-am-about-to-101239/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.







