"But I am just as appalled that my experience, knowledge, dedication and service relative to defending the United States against biological warfare has been turned against me in connection with the search for the anthrax killer"
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The specific intent is reputational triage. In the wake of the 2001 anthrax attacks, the public wanted a villain with a lab coat, and the FBI faced immense pressure to produce one. Hatfill positions himself as collateral damage of that pressure, implying that the state’s hunger for closure can cannibalize its own specialists. His word choice, "appalled", carries moral shock rather than mere annoyance; it suggests a breach of civic contract, where service to national security should grant protection, not suspicion.
Subtext: the methods used to stop bioterror may resemble the paranoia bioterror is meant to provoke. Hatfill isn’t only defending himself; he’s indicting a system that treats proximity to specialized knowledge as inherently incriminating. In a culture primed by post-9/11 fear, the line quietly asks: when institutions panic, who gets to remain an expert, and who gets recast as a threat?
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Hatfill, Steven. (2026, January 16). But I am just as appalled that my experience, knowledge, dedication and service relative to defending the United States against biological warfare has been turned against me in connection with the search for the anthrax killer. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/but-i-am-just-as-appalled-that-my-experience-89185/
Chicago Style
Hatfill, Steven. "But I am just as appalled that my experience, knowledge, dedication and service relative to defending the United States against biological warfare has been turned against me in connection with the search for the anthrax killer." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/but-i-am-just-as-appalled-that-my-experience-89185/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"But I am just as appalled that my experience, knowledge, dedication and service relative to defending the United States against biological warfare has been turned against me in connection with the search for the anthrax killer." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/but-i-am-just-as-appalled-that-my-experience-89185/. Accessed 18 Feb. 2026.



