"But one led to two, two led to four, four led to eight, until at the end it was about 85 a day - the doctors could not believe I was taking that much. And that was just the valium - I'm not talking about the other pills I went through"
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"the doctors could not believe" is the most damning clause, because it briefly flips the script. Doctors represent boundaries, expertise, the adult world that is supposed to intervene. Their disbelief isn’t reassurance; it’s an indictment of how far past normal he’d traveled before anyone could pull the emergency brake. Then he drops the kicker: "And that was just the valium". The casual "just" shrinks the headline drug into a footnote, implying a pharmacy’s worth of other substances orbiting it. He’s not confessing to a single vice; he’s describing a system.
Coming from an actor whose fame arrived early, the context hums in the background: Hollywood as a place where access is easy, supervision is inconsistent, and self-medication can pass as professionalism ("get through the day", "sleep", "show up"). The intent feels less like sensationalism than testimony - a blunt, almost embarrassed accounting that refuses glamour. The subtext is survival: if he can make the progression legible, maybe the audience stops treating child stardom and relapse as gossip and starts seeing them as infrastructure.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Haim, Corey. (n.d.). But one led to two, two led to four, four led to eight, until at the end it was about 85 a day - the doctors could not believe I was taking that much. And that was just the valium - I'm not talking about the other pills I went through. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/but-one-led-to-two-two-led-to-four-four-led-to-140456/
Chicago Style
Haim, Corey. "But one led to two, two led to four, four led to eight, until at the end it was about 85 a day - the doctors could not believe I was taking that much. And that was just the valium - I'm not talking about the other pills I went through." FixQuotes. Accessed February 3, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/but-one-led-to-two-two-led-to-four-four-led-to-140456/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"But one led to two, two led to four, four led to eight, until at the end it was about 85 a day - the doctors could not believe I was taking that much. And that was just the valium - I'm not talking about the other pills I went through." FixQuotes, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/but-one-led-to-two-two-led-to-four-four-led-to-140456/. Accessed 3 Feb. 2026.






