"But when I first got cancer, after the initial shock and the fear and paranoia and crying and all that goes with cancer - that word means to most people, ultimate death - I decided to see what I could do to take that negative and use it in a positive way"
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The blunt aside - “that word means to most people ultimate death” - is the engine of the quote. It’s not just personal dread; it’s a critique of language as a carrier of stigma. “Cancer” functions like a verdict in the public imagination, turning a medical condition into an identity and a countdown. Mann’s intent is to reclaim agency in a situation defined by helplessness, but he does it without inspirational poster gloss. He admits the paranoia. He admits the crying. That honesty earns him the right to talk about “positive” without sounding delusional.
Context matters: Mann was a musician whose career depended on breath, stamina, and control - the very things cancer threatens, especially for a wind player. So when he says “see what I could do,” it’s practical as much as philosophical. The subtext is workmanlike resilience: you can’t always change the diagnosis, but you can choose the arrangement - how you metabolize fear into action, how you refuse to let a single loaded word dictate the whole performance.
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| Topic | Overcoming Obstacles |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Mann, Herbie. (2026, February 18). But when I first got cancer, after the initial shock and the fear and paranoia and crying and all that goes with cancer - that word means to most people, ultimate death - I decided to see what I could do to take that negative and use it in a positive way. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/but-when-i-first-got-cancer-after-the-initial-79750/
Chicago Style
Mann, Herbie. "But when I first got cancer, after the initial shock and the fear and paranoia and crying and all that goes with cancer - that word means to most people, ultimate death - I decided to see what I could do to take that negative and use it in a positive way." FixQuotes. February 18, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/but-when-i-first-got-cancer-after-the-initial-79750/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"But when I first got cancer, after the initial shock and the fear and paranoia and crying and all that goes with cancer - that word means to most people, ultimate death - I decided to see what I could do to take that negative and use it in a positive way." FixQuotes, 18 Feb. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/but-when-i-first-got-cancer-after-the-initial-79750/. Accessed 21 Feb. 2026.







