"Chasing the sensation. Whether it was drugs or sex or whatever. Those things had become my main focus in life"
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There is a bluntness here that reads less like confession and more like a diagnostic: “chasing the sensation” turns desire into a job description. Rick Allen’s phrasing strips glamour from the classic rock mythos and replaces it with something closer to compulsion. “Sensation” is deliberately vague - not pleasure, not joy, not love - just stimulus. It’s the language of someone looking back and realizing the goal wasn’t fulfillment, it was anesthesia.
The line “Whether it was drugs or sex or whatever” does two things at once. It admits the extremes while also flattening them, suggesting interchangeability. That “whatever” is damning: it implies the specifics barely mattered, only the hit did. Allen isn’t ranking vices; he’s describing a system where the brain starts treating everything like a lever you pull to change your internal weather. The subtext is that addiction isn’t only about substances. It’s about narrowing your life until your attention has one master.
Context matters because Allen’s story sits inside an era that sold excess as proof of authenticity. For a drummer in a stadium band, sensation is practically built into the job: volume, travel, adrenaline, access. The quote punctures that cultural script by naming the cost - not moralistically, but with weary clarity. “Main focus in life” lands like an epitaph for everything that got demoted: craft, relationships, self-respect. It works because it refuses romance and offers a colder truth: chasing highs is rarely about hedonism; it’s about trying not to feel the rest.
The line “Whether it was drugs or sex or whatever” does two things at once. It admits the extremes while also flattening them, suggesting interchangeability. That “whatever” is damning: it implies the specifics barely mattered, only the hit did. Allen isn’t ranking vices; he’s describing a system where the brain starts treating everything like a lever you pull to change your internal weather. The subtext is that addiction isn’t only about substances. It’s about narrowing your life until your attention has one master.
Context matters because Allen’s story sits inside an era that sold excess as proof of authenticity. For a drummer in a stadium band, sensation is practically built into the job: volume, travel, adrenaline, access. The quote punctures that cultural script by naming the cost - not moralistically, but with weary clarity. “Main focus in life” lands like an epitaph for everything that got demoted: craft, relationships, self-respect. It works because it refuses romance and offers a colder truth: chasing highs is rarely about hedonism; it’s about trying not to feel the rest.
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