"Even when I was saying I was Agnostic and trying to figure out my thoughts, I felt God was allowing me to do that"
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The key verb is “allowing.” It softens the drama of crisis into something closer to permission, implying a God confident enough not to panic at questions. That subtext is quietly radical in a culture where religious identity is often policed by certainty. Woodard’s phrasing treats searching as part of faith’s ecosystem, not the enemy of it. She’s also protecting her past self: the “trying to figure out my thoughts” isn’t recast as a phase to be embarrassed about, but as evidence of care, of attention.
There’s an emotional intelligence here that feels very actorly: she locates agency in herself (“trying”) and agency in the divine (“allowing”) without forcing a clean hierarchy. It’s a reconciliation narrative aimed less at theology than at permission-making: for believers to admit complexity, and for skeptics to recognize that longing can still be a kind of tether.
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Woodard, Alfre. (2026, January 17). Even when I was saying I was Agnostic and trying to figure out my thoughts, I felt God was allowing me to do that. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/even-when-i-was-saying-i-was-agnostic-and-trying-43894/
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Woodard, Alfre. "Even when I was saying I was Agnostic and trying to figure out my thoughts, I felt God was allowing me to do that." FixQuotes. January 17, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/even-when-i-was-saying-i-was-agnostic-and-trying-43894/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"Even when I was saying I was Agnostic and trying to figure out my thoughts, I felt God was allowing me to do that." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/even-when-i-was-saying-i-was-agnostic-and-trying-43894/. Accessed 19 Feb. 2026.








