"Even when I'm sick and depressed, I love life"
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Rubinstein’s line lands with the casual defiance of someone who’s earned the right to be honest about misery without letting it monopolize the story. “Even when” does a lot of work: it doesn’t deny sickness or depression, it refuses to treat them as vetoes. The grammar makes joy a practice rather than a mood, something maintained under pressure, not granted by good circumstances.
Coming from a virtuoso who lived through Europe’s convulsions, exile, and the long arc of a performing life, the sentiment reads less like a poster and more like backstage truth. Musicians spend their careers training the nervous system to show up on command: to shape chaos into phrasing, to find a line through discomfort, to honor the score even when the body is uncooperative. That discipline becomes a philosophy. Loving life here isn’t a gush; it’s a commitment to the very thing that can hurt you, because it’s also the thing that gives you sound, sensation, and meaning.
The subtext is also a rebuke to the romantic myth that great art must be fueled by anguish. Rubinstein doesn’t sanctify suffering; he places it inside a larger appetite. There’s humility in admitting depression, and a kind of audacity in insisting it doesn’t get the final word. The intent feels pragmatic: to model resilience without preaching it, to say that the baseline can be gratitude even when the weather in your head is bad.
It works because it’s small, unornamented, and paradox-proof: the love is credible precisely because it coexists with the dark.
Coming from a virtuoso who lived through Europe’s convulsions, exile, and the long arc of a performing life, the sentiment reads less like a poster and more like backstage truth. Musicians spend their careers training the nervous system to show up on command: to shape chaos into phrasing, to find a line through discomfort, to honor the score even when the body is uncooperative. That discipline becomes a philosophy. Loving life here isn’t a gush; it’s a commitment to the very thing that can hurt you, because it’s also the thing that gives you sound, sensation, and meaning.
The subtext is also a rebuke to the romantic myth that great art must be fueled by anguish. Rubinstein doesn’t sanctify suffering; he places it inside a larger appetite. There’s humility in admitting depression, and a kind of audacity in insisting it doesn’t get the final word. The intent feels pragmatic: to model resilience without preaching it, to say that the baseline can be gratitude even when the weather in your head is bad.
It works because it’s small, unornamented, and paradox-proof: the love is credible precisely because it coexists with the dark.
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