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"For years I wanted to be older, and now I am"

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A single sentence, sharpened to a pin: desire granted, satisfaction denied. Atwood’s line works because it turns a familiar adolescent wish into a quiet indictment of what we think “older” will deliver. The first clause (“For years I wanted to be older”) evokes that long, restless apprenticeship of youth: the itch for authority, freedom, sex, competence, credibility. It’s a forward-leaning fantasy in which age equals access.

Then the second clause lands like a deadpan verdict: “and now I am.” No fireworks, no triumph, not even disappointment spelled out. The restraint is the point. Atwood lets the reader supply the missing emotional aftermath, and what rushes in is complexity: the body’s negotiations, the loss ledger, the shifting social visibility, the accumulating memories you can’t put down. The sentence feels funny in the way a good epigram is funny: not a joke, but a trapdoor.

Context matters because Atwood’s work has always been alert to power and time as systems, not moods. “Older” isn’t just personal aging; it’s also what institutions demand you become before they take you seriously, and what they punish you for being once you’ve arrived. There’s a gendered charge, too: women are trained to treat youth as currency, then asked to age “gracefully” as if disappearance were a virtue.

The genius is its compressed irony: the wish comes true, but the premise behind the wish collapses. Being older isn’t a destination. It’s a condition.

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Atwood, Margaret. (2026, January 15). For years I wanted to be older, and now I am. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/for-years-i-wanted-to-be-older-and-now-i-am-129915/

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Atwood, Margaret. "For years I wanted to be older, and now I am." FixQuotes. January 15, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/for-years-i-wanted-to-be-older-and-now-i-am-129915/.

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"For years I wanted to be older, and now I am." FixQuotes, 15 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/for-years-i-wanted-to-be-older-and-now-i-am-129915/. Accessed 5 Feb. 2026.

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Margaret Atwood (born November 18, 1939) is a Novelist from Canada.

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