"For years I wanted to be older, and now I am"
About this Quote
Then the second clause lands like a deadpan verdict: “and now I am.” No fireworks, no triumph, not even disappointment spelled out. The restraint is the point. Atwood lets the reader supply the missing emotional aftermath, and what rushes in is complexity: the body’s negotiations, the loss ledger, the shifting social visibility, the accumulating memories you can’t put down. The sentence feels funny in the way a good epigram is funny: not a joke, but a trapdoor.
Context matters because Atwood’s work has always been alert to power and time as systems, not moods. “Older” isn’t just personal aging; it’s also what institutions demand you become before they take you seriously, and what they punish you for being once you’ve arrived. There’s a gendered charge, too: women are trained to treat youth as currency, then asked to age “gracefully” as if disappearance were a virtue.
The genius is its compressed irony: the wish comes true, but the premise behind the wish collapses. Being older isn’t a destination. It’s a condition.
Quote Details
| Topic | Aging |
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| Source | Help us find the source |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Atwood, Margaret. (2026, January 15). For years I wanted to be older, and now I am. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/for-years-i-wanted-to-be-older-and-now-i-am-129915/
Chicago Style
Atwood, Margaret. "For years I wanted to be older, and now I am." FixQuotes. January 15, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/for-years-i-wanted-to-be-older-and-now-i-am-129915/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"For years I wanted to be older, and now I am." FixQuotes, 15 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/for-years-i-wanted-to-be-older-and-now-i-am-129915/. Accessed 5 Feb. 2026.






