"Half-jokingly, I asked what was wrong with me. So we made a deal: I would run his biological research provided I had a free hand to run my new project"
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Then comes the pivot: "So we made a deal". Suddenly the scene is not just a conversation but a negotiation, and Black positions himself not as a supplicant but as someone with leverage. The "deal" structure reveals the real context of research life: discovery isn’t only about ideas; it’s about securing autonomy inside institutions built to manage, contain, and repurpose talent.
The subtext is a trade between safety and freedom. He’ll "run his biological research" - a stabilizing, service-heavy commitment that signals competence and loyalty - but only if he gets "a free hand" for "my new project". Those phrases are loaded. "Free hand" is the scientist’s version of creative control, a refusal to be micromanaged by hierarchy or fashionable agendas. "My new project" asserts ownership, the insistence that innovation needs protected space before it looks respectable on a grant application.
It’s a quiet portrait of how breakthroughs are often brokered: not with grand speeches, but with a joking question that masks an ultimatum.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Black, James W. (2026, January 16). Half-jokingly, I asked what was wrong with me. So we made a deal: I would run his biological research provided I had a free hand to run my new project. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/half-jokingly-i-asked-what-was-wrong-with-me-so-90289/
Chicago Style
Black, James W. "Half-jokingly, I asked what was wrong with me. So we made a deal: I would run his biological research provided I had a free hand to run my new project." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/half-jokingly-i-asked-what-was-wrong-with-me-so-90289/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"Half-jokingly, I asked what was wrong with me. So we made a deal: I would run his biological research provided I had a free hand to run my new project." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/half-jokingly-i-asked-what-was-wrong-with-me-so-90289/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.




