"Having gone through all of this, I feel in some ways calmer now. It's strange, but sad. I think I'll always be sad"
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The genius is in the contradiction she refuses to resolve. “Calmer” usually implies healing; she immediately undercuts it with “It’s strange, but sad,” as if she’s noticing her own survival from a distance. That small self-observation is the subtext of a performer: someone trained to name a feeling cleanly, even when it’s messy. The sentence structure does the emotional work. Short clauses, plain words, no metaphor. It reads like someone conserving energy, like someone who’s learned that dramatic language invites dramatic consumption.
“I think I’ll always be sad” lands hardest because it’s not a plea for sympathy. It’s a boundary. In a culture that treats grief as a narrative problem to solve - preferably off-camera and on schedule - she asserts permanence. Not trauma as branding, not pain as a plot twist, just sadness as a lifelong weather pattern you dress for. The intent isn’t to romanticize suffering; it’s to normalize the idea that “better” can mean steadier, not happier, and that acceptance isn’t the same as erasure.
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| Topic | Sadness |
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Kidman, Nicole. (2026, January 16). Having gone through all of this, I feel in some ways calmer now. It's strange, but sad. I think I'll always be sad. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/having-gone-through-all-of-this-i-feel-in-some-82246/
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Kidman, Nicole. "Having gone through all of this, I feel in some ways calmer now. It's strange, but sad. I think I'll always be sad." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/having-gone-through-all-of-this-i-feel-in-some-82246/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"Having gone through all of this, I feel in some ways calmer now. It's strange, but sad. I think I'll always be sad." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/having-gone-through-all-of-this-i-feel-in-some-82246/. Accessed 6 Feb. 2026.







