"He was somebody who made me think, I suppose, about the contemplative life. I've always been a city fellow, but I've often had vague thoughts about 'checking out' and perhaps going into a monastery and just seeing what it was like"
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The specific intent feels less like praising religion than naming a kind of envy. “He” (likely a mentor figure, a role model, or someone Jacobi observed up close) becomes a catalyst for imagining a life built around attention rather than performance. For an actor, the contemplative life is the inverse of the job: instead of being looked at, you look inward; instead of constant rehearsal and social motion, you commit to stillness and repetition. That’s not just spiritual longing - it’s occupational fatigue articulated in gentle, civilized terms.
The subtext is also about permission. Jacobi frames “checking out” not as escapism but as experimentation: “going into a monastery and just seeing what it was like.” It’s the language of a curious professional, not a convert. That matters culturally, because it captures a very modern posture toward tradition: institutions aren’t authorities so much as experiences you might sample when the noise gets too loud.
Contextually, it reads as an older artist taking inventory. Not regret exactly, but a recognition that a life spent in public can produce a private hunger - for quiet, for structure, for a self that doesn’t have to be legible to an audience.
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