"Heaven knows where I'll end up - but it's a safe bet that I'll never be at the top of anything! Nor do I particularly care to be"
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The phrasing does double work. “Safe bet” borrows the language of markets and odds, reducing achievement to a vulgar game of prediction. Then he swats it away with “Nor do I particularly care,” a genteel dismissal that still carries bite. The subtext is defensive: if you declare you’ll never be at the top, you inoculate yourself against the humiliation of striving and being judged. You also get to preserve a private standard of value that can’t be audited by editors, readers, or the literary establishment.
Context matters because Lovecraft lived the consequences of this stance. He was a prolific letter-writer and a relentless world-builder, yet he published mostly in pulp venues, endured financial instability, and died without mainstream acclaim. The irony is that his work eventually colonized the very “top” he pretended not to want: the modern horror canon, blockbuster cinema, tabletop games, meme culture. The quote reads like an artist trying to make peace with the margins, even as his imagination quietly plots a takeover.
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| Topic | Humility |
|---|---|
| Source | Help us find the source |
| Cite | Cite this Quote |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Lovecraft, H. P. (2026, January 15). Heaven knows where I'll end up - but it's a safe bet that I'll never be at the top of anything! Nor do I particularly care to be. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/heaven-knows-where-ill-end-up-but-its-a-safe-142452/
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Lovecraft, H. P. "Heaven knows where I'll end up - but it's a safe bet that I'll never be at the top of anything! Nor do I particularly care to be." FixQuotes. January 15, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/heaven-knows-where-ill-end-up-but-its-a-safe-142452/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"Heaven knows where I'll end up - but it's a safe bet that I'll never be at the top of anything! Nor do I particularly care to be." FixQuotes, 15 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/heaven-knows-where-ill-end-up-but-its-a-safe-142452/. Accessed 3 Feb. 2026.










