"Honest honey, I feel like crying every time I sit down to write you a letter... I am so unlucky"
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The line “every time I sit down to write you a letter” tells you how repetitive the dread is. This isn’t one bad night. The act of writing itself triggers collapse because the letter is the one place he can’t hide behind military posture. Paper demands honesty; it turns fear into a record. And “I feel like crying” isn’t poetic bravado. It’s a confession that the official language of courage has failed him. He’s reaching for the simplest possible truth.
The subtext gets sharper when you remember who Eddie Slovik was: the only American soldier executed for desertion since the Civil War, a scapegoat in an army desperate to deter panic after the slaughter in Europe. “I am so unlucky” reads less like superstition than fatalism: he senses the trap closing, that his personal failings are about to be punished as an example. In a few plain words, he reframes “discipline” as terror and turns wartime morality into a private tragedy written in real time.
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| Topic | Long-Distance Relationship |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Slovik, Eddie. (2026, January 17). Honest honey, I feel like crying every time I sit down to write you a letter... I am so unlucky. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/honest-honey-i-feel-like-crying-every-time-i-sit-76902/
Chicago Style
Slovik, Eddie. "Honest honey, I feel like crying every time I sit down to write you a letter... I am so unlucky." FixQuotes. January 17, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/honest-honey-i-feel-like-crying-every-time-i-sit-76902/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"Honest honey, I feel like crying every time I sit down to write you a letter... I am so unlucky." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/honest-honey-i-feel-like-crying-every-time-i-sit-76902/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.


