"How little remains of the man I once was, save the memory of him! But remembering is only a new form of suffering"
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That’s classic Baudelaire: modernity as a spiritual hangover. In The Flowers of Evil, he keeps returning to the feeling that time doesn’t simply pass; it corrodes, and it does so unevenly, leaving the mind hyper-aware of what the body and soul can no longer be. The subtext is that nostalgia is not innocent. Remembering doesn’t restore the “man I once was”; it sharpens the distance between then and now, turning the past into an instrument of self-torment. There’s also a faint contempt for the very idea of personal growth. What people sell as “reflection” or “learning” becomes, in Baudelaire’s phrasing, a refurbished pain.
Context matters: mid-19th-century Paris is being renovated, accelerated, commodified. Baudelaire, the poet of the flaneur, watches the city modernize and feels his inner life modernize too - fragmented, overstimulated, chronically dissatisfied. The line works because it refuses uplift. It treats memory not as identity’s glue, but as the mind’s most elegant method of making loss permanent.
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Baudelaire, Charles. (2026, January 15). How little remains of the man I once was, save the memory of him! But remembering is only a new form of suffering. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/how-little-remains-of-the-man-i-once-was-save-the-139928/
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Baudelaire, Charles. "How little remains of the man I once was, save the memory of him! But remembering is only a new form of suffering." FixQuotes. January 15, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/how-little-remains-of-the-man-i-once-was-save-the-139928/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"How little remains of the man I once was, save the memory of him! But remembering is only a new form of suffering." FixQuotes, 15 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/how-little-remains-of-the-man-i-once-was-save-the-139928/. Accessed 9 Feb. 2026.







