"However I dress it up, I was a spy and I am not proud of it"
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Calling herself "a spy" is deliberately blunt, almost destabilizing. Keeler was never a trained intelligence officer in the romantic sense; she was a young woman pulled into a network of powerful men, where information moved through beds, parties, and gossip as efficiently as through embassies. The word "spy" exposes a brutal truth about that world: espionage can be as informal as social proximity, and the people used for it are often the least protected. It's also a way of taking ownership of the narrative without pretending innocence.
"I am not proud of it" is the moral punctuation, but it's not performative repentance. It reads as fatigue with the cultural machine that keeps re-litigating her choices while laundering the reputations of the men who set the terms. The intent is corrective: to reframe a sensationalized episode as something colder - complicity under pressure, agency in a rigged arena, and a life permanently annotated by other people's power.
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| Topic | Honesty & Integrity |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Keeler, Christine. (2026, January 17). However I dress it up, I was a spy and I am not proud of it. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/however-i-dress-it-up-i-was-a-spy-and-i-am-not-37980/
Chicago Style
Keeler, Christine. "However I dress it up, I was a spy and I am not proud of it." FixQuotes. January 17, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/however-i-dress-it-up-i-was-a-spy-and-i-am-not-37980/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"However I dress it up, I was a spy and I am not proud of it." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/however-i-dress-it-up-i-was-a-spy-and-i-am-not-37980/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.










