"However, I think I managed to reach a new level with Koko, and I will always be grateful for the experience"
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“However” is doing a lot of quiet labor here. Straub isn’t offering a victory lap; he’s correcting the record, or at least adjusting the emotional temperature after an implied hesitation. The sentence reads like an author emerging from a difficult draft, surprised to find the struggle paid off. “Managed” keeps the ego in check: this wasn’t destiny or genius on demand, it was effort, maybe even luck, wrestling something unruly into shape.
The phrase “reach a new level” is classic craft talk, but it’s also a confession of stakes. Writers rarely admit, straight-faced, that a project changed their ceiling. Straub does it without grandstanding, which makes it feel credible: the work had requirements he couldn’t meet with his old toolkit. “With Koko” pins the transformation to a specific book, not an abstract idea of growth. It hints that Koko was a pivot point in his career - a moment when ambition and execution finally lined up.
Then he lands on gratitude, not pride. That’s the subtextual tell. He’s grateful for “the experience,” not just the product, suggesting the making mattered as much as the result: research, psychological excavation, maybe personal cost. Coming from a writer associated with horror and suspense, this tone also reframes genre labor as serious artistic apprenticeship. The line isn’t about scare tactics; it’s about crossing a threshold and knowing, in retrospect, that it changed you.
The phrase “reach a new level” is classic craft talk, but it’s also a confession of stakes. Writers rarely admit, straight-faced, that a project changed their ceiling. Straub does it without grandstanding, which makes it feel credible: the work had requirements he couldn’t meet with his old toolkit. “With Koko” pins the transformation to a specific book, not an abstract idea of growth. It hints that Koko was a pivot point in his career - a moment when ambition and execution finally lined up.
Then he lands on gratitude, not pride. That’s the subtextual tell. He’s grateful for “the experience,” not just the product, suggesting the making mattered as much as the result: research, psychological excavation, maybe personal cost. Coming from a writer associated with horror and suspense, this tone also reframes genre labor as serious artistic apprenticeship. The line isn’t about scare tactics; it’s about crossing a threshold and knowing, in retrospect, that it changed you.
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