"I also thought of playing improvisational jazz and I did take lessons for a while. At first I tried to write fiction by making up things that were completely alien to my life"
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Then she swivels to fiction writing “by making up things that were completely alien to my life,” and you can feel the early-career pressure behind it. There’s an anxiety many writers from marginalized backgrounds recognize: the fear of being pigeonholed into autobiography, countered by the opposite fear of being dismissed as inauthentic. Tan’s wording suggests she initially equated seriousness with distance, as if imagination had to be exotic to count.
The subtext is that “alien” material wasn’t freedom; it was avoidance. She’s describing a common rite of passage: trying on masks until the voice settles. In Tan’s broader cultural context - often read through the lens of Chinese American family history - this reads like a backdoor admission that the real subject matter was too charged at first: too personal, too politically interpretable, too easy for outsiders to exoticize. Improvisation becomes the bridge. You don’t escape yourself by inventing; you circle back with better technique, sharper nerve, and a deeper ear for what your own life has been trying to say.
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Tan, Amy. (2026, January 16). I also thought of playing improvisational jazz and I did take lessons for a while. At first I tried to write fiction by making up things that were completely alien to my life. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-also-thought-of-playing-improvisational-jazz-137748/
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Tan, Amy. "I also thought of playing improvisational jazz and I did take lessons for a while. At first I tried to write fiction by making up things that were completely alien to my life." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-also-thought-of-playing-improvisational-jazz-137748/.
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"I also thought of playing improvisational jazz and I did take lessons for a while. At first I tried to write fiction by making up things that were completely alien to my life." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-also-thought-of-playing-improvisational-jazz-137748/. Accessed 13 Feb. 2026.


