"I always felt like the rug could be pulled out from under me at anytime. And coming from a racially mixed background, I always felt like I didn't really fit in anywhere"
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The second sentence tightens the frame. A “racially mixed background” isn’t offered as trivia; it’s the origin of a social paradox. Carey points to a specific kind of isolation: being legible as “other” in more than one room, never quite granted full membership in any of them. The subtext is exhaustion, not identity-as-brand. She’s describing the chronic, low-grade vigilance of having to read a space before you enter it, to preempt the question you know is coming, to translate yourself in advance.
In the context of Carey’s era and genre, the confession cuts against the pop-machine fantasy that stardom solves belonging. The quote implicitly critiques a culture that treats mixed identity as aesthetic novelty while leaving the person to carry the ambiguity alone. It works because it pairs vulnerability with clarity: not a plea for sympathy, but a map of how insecurity becomes a lifelong posture - and, in her case, a catalyst for turning voice into shelter.
Quote Details
| Topic | Loneliness |
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| Source | Help us find the source |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Carey, Mariah. (2026, January 17). I always felt like the rug could be pulled out from under me at anytime. And coming from a racially mixed background, I always felt like I didn't really fit in anywhere. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-always-felt-like-the-rug-could-be-pulled-out-82105/
Chicago Style
Carey, Mariah. "I always felt like the rug could be pulled out from under me at anytime. And coming from a racially mixed background, I always felt like I didn't really fit in anywhere." FixQuotes. January 17, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-always-felt-like-the-rug-could-be-pulled-out-82105/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I always felt like the rug could be pulled out from under me at anytime. And coming from a racially mixed background, I always felt like I didn't really fit in anywhere." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-always-felt-like-the-rug-could-be-pulled-out-82105/. Accessed 17 Feb. 2026.






