"I always wanted to be an actor, but I was always fighting it. It never seemed that honorable to me, and I guess I was always afraid that I might fail"
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The quote also smuggles in class and credibility anxiety without naming it. Acting is one of the few careers where wanting it is treated as suspect: craving visibility can look like vanity, and the marketplace rewards the very traits we’re taught to distrust. Mara’s phrasing makes “honor” sound like a gate she’s trying to pass through, as if permission must be earned before talent can even be attempted.
Then comes the blunt engine behind all that ethical talk: fear. “Afraid that I might fail” is the cleanest, least romantic reason imaginable, and that’s why it resonates. She’s not confessing to a lack of passion; she’s admitting to a high-stakes form of self-protection. In an industry where rejection is constant and public, “fighting it” can be a way to keep failure from becoming part of your story - until you finally accept that it will anyway, and do it regardless.
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Mara, Rooney. (2026, January 17). I always wanted to be an actor, but I was always fighting it. It never seemed that honorable to me, and I guess I was always afraid that I might fail. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-always-wanted-to-be-an-actor-but-i-was-always-71371/
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Mara, Rooney. "I always wanted to be an actor, but I was always fighting it. It never seemed that honorable to me, and I guess I was always afraid that I might fail." FixQuotes. January 17, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-always-wanted-to-be-an-actor-but-i-was-always-71371/.
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"I always wanted to be an actor, but I was always fighting it. It never seemed that honorable to me, and I guess I was always afraid that I might fail." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-always-wanted-to-be-an-actor-but-i-was-always-71371/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.


