"I always wished I had died, and I still wish that, because I could have gotten the whole thing over with"
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The intent is less melodrama than deflection. Warhol was famous for withholding interiority, speaking in a flat register that made trauma, desire, and fame sound like weather. That flatness becomes the subtext: if you say something catastrophic in a voice that suggests mild impatience, you keep control. You refuse the audience the catharsis it expects. Even suffering gets treated like a product you don’t want to overexplain.
Context matters. Warhol’s public persona was built in the glare of celebrity culture, where attention is both currency and threat. After he was shot in 1968, the boundary between spectacle and bodily vulnerability got brutally real; death stopped being abstract. This line carries that afterimage: the exhaustion of being looked at, mythologized, consumed, plus the private fatigue of surviving.
It also fits his broader project: reducing the sacred to the reproducible. Soup cans, screen tests, self-portraits - repetition as both shield and critique. Here, repetition becomes existential: life as something interminable you’d prefer to fast-forward, not because you’re pleading, but because you’re bored, and boredom is Warhol’s most cutting weapon.
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Warhol, Andy. (2026, January 17). I always wished I had died, and I still wish that, because I could have gotten the whole thing over with. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-always-wished-i-had-died-and-i-still-wish-that-29831/
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Warhol, Andy. "I always wished I had died, and I still wish that, because I could have gotten the whole thing over with." FixQuotes. January 17, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-always-wished-i-had-died-and-i-still-wish-that-29831/.
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"I always wished I had died, and I still wish that, because I could have gotten the whole thing over with." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-always-wished-i-had-died-and-i-still-wish-that-29831/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.





