"I am atheist in a very religious mould. I'm always asking myself the big questions. Where did we come from? Is there a meaning to all of this? When I find myself in church, I edit the hymns as I sing them"
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The “big questions” are deliberately classic and slightly boy-scout earnest: origins, purpose, the cosmic why. That straightforwardness is part of the charm; it implies that secular sophistication hasn’t improved on the old agenda, just changed the toolkit. Haddon’s subtext is that modern unbelief often inherits religious structure: confession (self-scrutiny), liturgy (repeated questions), even worship (attention).
Then comes the killer detail: “When I find myself in church, I edit the hymns as I sing them.” It’s funny because it’s petty and intimate - not a manifesto, a mutter under the breath. The novelist’s impulse asserts itself in the one place you’re not supposed to revise the text. Editing hymns becomes a metaphor for how many contemporary people engage tradition: still present, still moved by the music and the communal theatre, but constantly rewriting the theology to fit their private conscience. It’s belief as a draft, not a doctrine - and the joke lands because it’s also a confession of longing.
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Haddon, Mark. (2026, January 15). I am atheist in a very religious mould. I'm always asking myself the big questions. Where did we come from? Is there a meaning to all of this? When I find myself in church, I edit the hymns as I sing them. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-am-atheist-in-a-very-religious-mould-im-always-72685/
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Haddon, Mark. "I am atheist in a very religious mould. I'm always asking myself the big questions. Where did we come from? Is there a meaning to all of this? When I find myself in church, I edit the hymns as I sing them." FixQuotes. January 15, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-am-atheist-in-a-very-religious-mould-im-always-72685/.
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"I am atheist in a very religious mould. I'm always asking myself the big questions. Where did we come from? Is there a meaning to all of this? When I find myself in church, I edit the hymns as I sing them." FixQuotes, 15 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-am-atheist-in-a-very-religious-mould-im-always-72685/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.








