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Daily Inspiration Quote by Mark Haddon

"I am atheist in a very religious mould. I'm always asking myself the big questions. Where did we come from? Is there a meaning to all of this? When I find myself in church, I edit the hymns as I sing them"

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Haddon frames disbelief not as an absence of faith, but as a habit of mind that can look suspiciously like devotion. “Atheist in a very religious mould” is a neat provocation: it steals religion’s posture - reverence, seriousness, the itch for ultimacy - while refusing its conclusions. The line works because it refuses the easy culture-war binary where atheism is smug rationalism and religion is warm meaning. He’s saying the temperaments overlap. The hunger doesn’t disappear when God does.

The “big questions” are deliberately classic and slightly boy-scout earnest: origins, purpose, the cosmic why. That straightforwardness is part of the charm; it implies that secular sophistication hasn’t improved on the old agenda, just changed the toolkit. Haddon’s subtext is that modern unbelief often inherits religious structure: confession (self-scrutiny), liturgy (repeated questions), even worship (attention).

Then comes the killer detail: “When I find myself in church, I edit the hymns as I sing them.” It’s funny because it’s petty and intimate - not a manifesto, a mutter under the breath. The novelist’s impulse asserts itself in the one place you’re not supposed to revise the text. Editing hymns becomes a metaphor for how many contemporary people engage tradition: still present, still moved by the music and the communal theatre, but constantly rewriting the theology to fit their private conscience. It’s belief as a draft, not a doctrine - and the joke lands because it’s also a confession of longing.

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Haddon, Mark. (2026, January 15). I am atheist in a very religious mould. I'm always asking myself the big questions. Where did we come from? Is there a meaning to all of this? When I find myself in church, I edit the hymns as I sing them. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-am-atheist-in-a-very-religious-mould-im-always-72685/

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Haddon, Mark. "I am atheist in a very religious mould. I'm always asking myself the big questions. Where did we come from? Is there a meaning to all of this? When I find myself in church, I edit the hymns as I sing them." FixQuotes. January 15, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-am-atheist-in-a-very-religious-mould-im-always-72685/.

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"I am atheist in a very religious mould. I'm always asking myself the big questions. Where did we come from? Is there a meaning to all of this? When I find myself in church, I edit the hymns as I sing them." FixQuotes, 15 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-am-atheist-in-a-very-religious-mould-im-always-72685/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.

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Mark Haddon (born September 26, 1962) is a Novelist from England.

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