"I am getting so far out one day I won't come back at all"
About this Quote
“Out” is doing double duty. It’s the bender, the jag, the late-night chemical adventure, but it’s also exile from ordinary consciousness: the writer leaving the safe, policed language of respectable society. Burroughs’ work is built on that premise. He treats perception like a system you can hack, and he’s willing to wreck the hardware to find the back door. The subtext is that the edge isn’t a place you visit; it’s a habitat you acclimate to. At some point, “getting so far out” stops being rebellion and starts being drift.
Context matters because Burroughs isn’t playacting danger. His life carried real collateral damage (most notoriously, killing his wife) and his mythology is inseparable from addiction, paranoia, and the Beat-to-counterculture pipeline. Read that way, the sentence is both warning and bravado: a grim little prophecy and a dare to keep pushing past limits. It captures the Burroughs paradox: he’s chasing freedom so relentlessly it begins to resemble a death wish.
Quote Details
| Topic | Wanderlust |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Burroughs, William S. (2026, January 18). I am getting so far out one day I won't come back at all. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-am-getting-so-far-out-one-day-i-wont-come-back-2445/
Chicago Style
Burroughs, William S. "I am getting so far out one day I won't come back at all." FixQuotes. January 18, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-am-getting-so-far-out-one-day-i-wont-come-back-2445/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I am getting so far out one day I won't come back at all." FixQuotes, 18 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-am-getting-so-far-out-one-day-i-wont-come-back-2445/. Accessed 16 Feb. 2026.








