"I am not sure why, but I have been obsessed by the Atom Bomb ever since it first happened"
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The phrasing “ever since it first happened” is doing quiet, chilling work. The Bomb isn’t framed as a decision, a campaign, or even a historical event with dates and actors; it’s “it,” an arrival, like weather. That grammar mirrors the cultural reality of the post-1945 world: nuclear annihilation became less a headline than a condition of thought, a background hum shaping politics, art, and private dread. Wilson, born in 1937, grows up in the long shadow of Hiroshima and Nagasaki, then writes through the Cold War’s peak years, when everyday life was steeped in drills, brinkmanship, and the new possibility that “the future” could simply stop.
The intent feels less like political commentary than a confession of aesthetic and moral magnetism. The Bomb is the ultimate stage prop: unseen, unimaginable, yet capable of rewriting every relationship and every ordinary conversation. Wilson’s subtext is that modern life is lived under an invisible ceiling of catastrophic power, and people cope by compartmentalizing, joking, denying, or obsessing. “Not sure why” is the tell: the obsession isn’t personal quirk; it’s a symptom of the era’s shared, half-buried terror.
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Wilson, Lanford. (2026, January 16). I am not sure why, but I have been obsessed by the Atom Bomb ever since it first happened. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-am-not-sure-why-but-i-have-been-obsessed-by-the-118578/
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Wilson, Lanford. "I am not sure why, but I have been obsessed by the Atom Bomb ever since it first happened." FixQuotes. January 16, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-am-not-sure-why-but-i-have-been-obsessed-by-the-118578/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I am not sure why, but I have been obsessed by the Atom Bomb ever since it first happened." FixQuotes, 16 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-am-not-sure-why-but-i-have-been-obsessed-by-the-118578/. Accessed 11 Feb. 2026.





