"I am reactive"
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"I am reactive" is the kind of small sentence Derek Bailey could make feel like a manifesto. In a music world that loves myths of mastery - the genius with a plan, the virtuoso executing a vision - Bailey offers something more unsettling: artistry as response, not command. He’s not selling spontaneity as a vibe. He’s insisting that improvisation isn’t decoration on top of composition; it’s an ethics of attention.
The intent is partly defensive, partly liberating. Bailey spent a career explaining free improvisation to people who wanted it to be either jazz with the rules removed or avant-garde theater with guitars. "Reactive" draws a line: the work happens in real time, under pressure, inside a web of other players, room acoustics, audience noise, the instrument’s resistance, even the performer’s fatigue. The guitarist isn’t an author dictating meaning so much as a sensor processing inputs, making decisions fast enough to become sound.
The subtext is anti-heroic. Reactive implies vulnerability: you can be surprised, derailed, even embarrassed. It also rejects the romantic idea that improvisers channel pure interior expression. Bailey’s aesthetic is closer to conversation than confession. You don’t reveal your soul; you negotiate a situation.
Context matters: Bailey came up in postwar Britain, adjacent to jazz, experimental composition, and a growing distrust of institutional taste. His famously "non-idiomatic" approach wasn’t neutrality; it was refusal. "I am reactive" is a refusal to pretend the music is inevitable. It’s contingent, social, and alive because it could collapse at any second.
The intent is partly defensive, partly liberating. Bailey spent a career explaining free improvisation to people who wanted it to be either jazz with the rules removed or avant-garde theater with guitars. "Reactive" draws a line: the work happens in real time, under pressure, inside a web of other players, room acoustics, audience noise, the instrument’s resistance, even the performer’s fatigue. The guitarist isn’t an author dictating meaning so much as a sensor processing inputs, making decisions fast enough to become sound.
The subtext is anti-heroic. Reactive implies vulnerability: you can be surprised, derailed, even embarrassed. It also rejects the romantic idea that improvisers channel pure interior expression. Bailey’s aesthetic is closer to conversation than confession. You don’t reveal your soul; you negotiate a situation.
Context matters: Bailey came up in postwar Britain, adjacent to jazz, experimental composition, and a growing distrust of institutional taste. His famously "non-idiomatic" approach wasn’t neutrality; it was refusal. "I am reactive" is a refusal to pretend the music is inevitable. It’s contingent, social, and alive because it could collapse at any second.
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