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Love Quote by Amy Lowell

"I am tired, beloved, of chafing my heart against the want of you; of squeezing it into little ink drops, and posting it. And I scald alone, here, under the fire of the great moon"

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Lowell makes longing feel less like a mood than an abrasion: love as friction, heat, and bad engineering. "Chafing my heart" lands with bodily specificity, turning absence into raw skin. Then she pivots to a modern indignity: "squeezing it into little ink drops, and posting it". The tenderness is real, but so is the contempt for mediation. Letters become a cruel technology of compression, forcing the mess of desire into tidy symbols and a postal schedule. She’s not just missing someone; she’s exhausted by the way distance makes intimacy bureaucratic.

The address "beloved" risks sentimentality, and that’s exactly why it works: it frames the speaker as someone trying to remain composed while admitting she can’t. The line breaks enact the stop-start rhythm of restraint giving way. "I scald alone" sharpens the earlier chafe into outright burn, and the "great moon" flips the usual romantic prop into an instrument of exposure. Moonlight doesn’t soothe; it interrogates. The "fire" of it is a sly contradiction that captures insomnia, erotic charge, and the punishing clarity of being awake with your wanting.

Context matters: Lowell, a central figure in early 20th-century American modernism and an openly queer poet by the codes of her era, wrote in a culture where certain desires had to travel obliquely. The poem’s subtext is that longing isn’t private; it’s staged against systems - distance, propriety, language itself - that keep love safely deliverable, never fully deliverable.

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APA Style (7th ed.)
Lowell, Amy. (2026, January 17). I am tired, beloved, of chafing my heart against the want of you; of squeezing it into little ink drops, and posting it. And I scald alone, here, under the fire of the great moon. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-am-tired-beloved-of-chafing-my-heart-against-62487/

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Lowell, Amy. "I am tired, beloved, of chafing my heart against the want of you; of squeezing it into little ink drops, and posting it. And I scald alone, here, under the fire of the great moon." FixQuotes. January 17, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-am-tired-beloved-of-chafing-my-heart-against-62487/.

MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I am tired, beloved, of chafing my heart against the want of you; of squeezing it into little ink drops, and posting it. And I scald alone, here, under the fire of the great moon." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-am-tired-beloved-of-chafing-my-heart-against-62487/. Accessed 3 Feb. 2026.

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Amy Lowell (February 9, 1874 - May 12, 1925) was a Poet from USA.

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