"I became alienated from this religious upbringing, and started making music. I wanted to be a big star. All those things I saw in the films and on the media took hold of me, and perhaps I thought this was my god: the goal of making money"
About this Quote
The quote is doing double duty as autobiography and critique. Stevens isn’t just narrating a career turn; he’s diagnosing how pop culture manufactures substitutes for meaning, then calls them ambition. The phrase "took hold of me" casts fame as possession, a force exerted on the self. It hints at passivity: the cultural machine doesn’t merely tempt, it colonizes. In that context, "the goal of making money" reads like the punchline and the indictment. Not money as tool, but money as telos, the thing you orient your life around and excuse everything with.
There’s also a retroactive wisdom here, the kind artists often earn only after success. Stevens knows what stardom feels like from the inside, which makes his admission sharper: even the dream, once achieved, can look like a misrecognized faith. Coming from someone whose public life later pivoted toward religion again, the subtext is unmistakable: the secular world has its rituals and idols too, and they can be just as demanding.
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| Topic | God |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Stevens, Cat. (2026, January 18). I became alienated from this religious upbringing, and started making music. I wanted to be a big star. All those things I saw in the films and on the media took hold of me, and perhaps I thought this was my god: the goal of making money. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-became-alienated-from-this-religious-upbringing-7087/
Chicago Style
Stevens, Cat. "I became alienated from this religious upbringing, and started making music. I wanted to be a big star. All those things I saw in the films and on the media took hold of me, and perhaps I thought this was my god: the goal of making money." FixQuotes. January 18, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-became-alienated-from-this-religious-upbringing-7087/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I became alienated from this religious upbringing, and started making music. I wanted to be a big star. All those things I saw in the films and on the media took hold of me, and perhaps I thought this was my god: the goal of making money." FixQuotes, 18 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-became-alienated-from-this-religious-upbringing-7087/. Accessed 9 Feb. 2026.



