"I became, and remain, my characters' close and intent watcher: their director, never. Their creator I cannot feel that I was, or am"
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The third sentence pushes the claim into metaphysics. "Their creator I cannot feel that I was" is less coy than it looks. She isn't denying craft; she's resisting the ego of omnipotence. The verb "feel" matters: she knows she made them on the page, but she won't pretend to fully know them, and she won't fake the god's-eye certainty realism often promises. In Bowen's world, characters are closer to encountered persons than engineered mechanisms - legible in flashes, opaque in motive, startlingly autonomous.
Context sharpens the subtext. Writing through the dislocations of modernism and the moral static of wartime Britain, Bowen specialized in the pressure of circumstance: class, marriage, property, loyalty. Her novels often hinge on what people can't admit even to themselves. So the author must "watch" for the involuntary gesture, the half-truth, the social performance - not "direct" it into neat psychological closure. It's an ethic as much as an aesthetic: to grant fictional lives the same irreducible complexity we demand for real ones.
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Bowen, Elizabeth. (2026, January 18). I became, and remain, my characters' close and intent watcher: their director, never. Their creator I cannot feel that I was, or am. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-became-and-remain-my-characters-close-and-23779/
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Bowen, Elizabeth. "I became, and remain, my characters' close and intent watcher: their director, never. Their creator I cannot feel that I was, or am." FixQuotes. January 18, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-became-and-remain-my-characters-close-and-23779/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I became, and remain, my characters' close and intent watcher: their director, never. Their creator I cannot feel that I was, or am." FixQuotes, 18 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-became-and-remain-my-characters-close-and-23779/. Accessed 9 Feb. 2026.





