"I believed that I was being forced to sacrifice my family and my career in defense of the Communist Party, from which I had long been separated and which I had grown to dislike and distrust"
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The most revealing move is temporal: “had long been separated” and “had grown to dislike and distrust.” This isn’t just distance, it’s a retroactive moral arc. Dmytryk is writing a past that justifies a present decision, creating a narrative in which cooperation with anti-Communist investigators becomes less “naming names” and more severing ties with a thing already dead to him. The diction is deliberately unromantic: no talk of comradeship, no intellectual hunger, just “defense of the Communist Party” as an unwanted assignment.
Context matters: Dmytryk was one of the Hollywood Ten who initially refused to testify, then later returned to cooperate, a pivot that made him employable and infamous. The quote captures the psychology of that pivot. Its subtext is the bargain at the heart of McCarthy-era culture: you could keep your life, but only by narrating it correctly. Here, “dislike and distrust” isn’t merely feeling; it’s an alibi shaped to survive the era’s appetite for confession.
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Dmytryk, Edward. (2026, January 17). I believed that I was being forced to sacrifice my family and my career in defense of the Communist Party, from which I had long been separated and which I had grown to dislike and distrust. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-believed-that-i-was-being-forced-to-sacrifice-59667/
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Dmytryk, Edward. "I believed that I was being forced to sacrifice my family and my career in defense of the Communist Party, from which I had long been separated and which I had grown to dislike and distrust." FixQuotes. January 17, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-believed-that-i-was-being-forced-to-sacrifice-59667/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I believed that I was being forced to sacrifice my family and my career in defense of the Communist Party, from which I had long been separated and which I had grown to dislike and distrust." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-believed-that-i-was-being-forced-to-sacrifice-59667/. Accessed 5 Feb. 2026.


