"I broke down while at Oxford, was rejected by a record number of medical tribunals during the War, and finally got permission to leave Oxford and do civilian work till the War ended"
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There is a bracing lack of heroism in Strong's self-portrait, and that is the point. The sentence moves like a bureaucratic file that somehow learned to blush: breakdown, rejection, permission, civilian work. In wartime Britain, where masculine virtue was often measured in uniforms and stoicism, Strong presents a life that keeps slipping out of the era's preferred narrative. He doesn't argue for the dignity of his experience; he itemizes it, letting the cold administrative language do the damage.
The phrase "rejected by a record number of medical tribunals" is especially sharp. "Record number" sounds like a grim joke, the kind you make when the only alternative is shame. Medical boards were gatekeepers of legitimacy: to be judged unfit could mean safety, but it could also brand you as suspect, weak, or worse, evasive. Strong frames rejection not as relief but as repeated public assessment, a recurring failure to meet the moment's demands. That he was "finally" granted permission to leave Oxford makes the university feel less like privilege and more like confinement, an institution that, in wartime, can look like both refuge and accusation.
The subtext is an author trying to reclaim agency from systems designed to sort bodies and souls into acceptable categories. His intent isn't self-pity; it's a controlled disclosure that punctures the romance of war service and the romance of Oxford. The result is a quietly corrosive anti-myth: a life shaped not by grand choices, but by collapse, committees, and conditional allowances.
The phrase "rejected by a record number of medical tribunals" is especially sharp. "Record number" sounds like a grim joke, the kind you make when the only alternative is shame. Medical boards were gatekeepers of legitimacy: to be judged unfit could mean safety, but it could also brand you as suspect, weak, or worse, evasive. Strong frames rejection not as relief but as repeated public assessment, a recurring failure to meet the moment's demands. That he was "finally" granted permission to leave Oxford makes the university feel less like privilege and more like confinement, an institution that, in wartime, can look like both refuge and accusation.
The subtext is an author trying to reclaim agency from systems designed to sort bodies and souls into acceptable categories. His intent isn't self-pity; it's a controlled disclosure that punctures the romance of war service and the romance of Oxford. The result is a quietly corrosive anti-myth: a life shaped not by grand choices, but by collapse, committees, and conditional allowances.
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| Topic | War |
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