"I came to London. It had become the center of my world and I had worked hard to come to it. And I was lost"
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Naipaul, a Trinidad-born writer of Indian descent, came of age in the long afterlife of empire, when London still functioned as the metropole that certified talent and success. The subtext is that the colonized subject is trained to desire the center, to believe that proximity equals belonging. Naipaul’s genius - and his notoriously sharp, sometimes abrasive clarity - is to register the psychic cost of that training. He did everything right. He got there. The world still doesn’t cohere.
The line also works because “lost” carries double meaning: socially unmoored in a city that doesn’t read you as native, and internally unanchored now that the guiding myth has failed. London becomes less a place than a machine for producing alienation: it offers recognition with one hand, erases you with the other. The sentence’s simplicity is a kind of indictment; the empire’s grand story ends, for one ambitious young writer, in a small, private bewilderment.
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Naipaul, V. S. (2026, January 15). I came to London. It had become the center of my world and I had worked hard to come to it. And I was lost. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-came-to-london-it-had-become-the-center-of-my-105570/
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Naipaul, V. S. "I came to London. It had become the center of my world and I had worked hard to come to it. And I was lost." FixQuotes. January 15, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-came-to-london-it-had-become-the-center-of-my-105570/.
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"I came to London. It had become the center of my world and I had worked hard to come to it. And I was lost." FixQuotes, 15 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-came-to-london-it-had-become-the-center-of-my-105570/. Accessed 6 Feb. 2026.





