"I can hardly decide what plays I should be in"
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The verb “should” does most of the work. It’s not “want,” which would be purely personal; it’s “should,” which smuggles in duty, taste, reputation, and politics. For a stage actor, every role is a public argument about who you are: classical rigor versus contemporary risk, leading roles versus ensemble work, the pull of a director, the pull of a text. Shaw’s phrasing acknowledges that the decision isn’t just aesthetic, it’s vocational and moral - the perpetual calculus of how to spend a finite body and voice.
There’s also an implicit gendered subtext. When women in theater reach a certain age, parts narrow, and “choice” becomes a luxury men often take for granted. So the sentence carries an extra charge: a performer insisting on breadth when the culture expects contraction. It’s light, almost throwaway, but it’s also a small manifesto: the career as repertory, not runway; artistry as curatorship, not mere booking.
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Shaw, Fiona. (2026, January 17). I can hardly decide what plays I should be in. FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-can-hardly-decide-what-plays-i-should-be-in-54172/
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Shaw, Fiona. "I can hardly decide what plays I should be in." FixQuotes. January 17, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-can-hardly-decide-what-plays-i-should-be-in-54172/.
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"I can hardly decide what plays I should be in." FixQuotes, 17 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-can-hardly-decide-what-plays-i-should-be-in-54172/. Accessed 12 Feb. 2026.



