"I can never really enjoy being famous"
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Fame, for Utada Hikaru, lands less like a prize than a permanent weather system: always there, always pressing, hard to dress for. “I can never really enjoy being famous” has the clean, resigned logic of someone who’s tested every supposed perk and found the cost baked in. The key word is “enjoy” - not “handle” or “survive.” Enjoyment implies ease, spontaneity, a body that can relax. Utada’s line suggests fame cancels those conditions by default.
The “never” isn’t teenage melodrama; it’s an assessment. Utada became a megastar absurdly young, at the exact moment pop culture shifted toward 24/7 surveillance: tabloids to blogs to social media, fandom to stan culture. In that ecosystem, “being famous” isn’t just being recognized; it’s being interpreted. The self becomes content, and the audience doesn’t merely consume the work, they feel licensed to draft the person into narratives about authenticity, identity, and access.
Subtext: the bargain is asymmetrical. You can love making music, even love connecting with listeners, while still hating the condition of being watched. Utada’s songwriting has long carried that tension - intimacy offered through sound, privacy defended in life. The quote draws a boundary that’s culturally unfashionable in an era where visibility is treated as the ultimate validation. It also reads as a quiet refusal of the “be grateful” script we hand celebrities: as if success obligates them to enjoy the mechanism that extracts it.
The “never” isn’t teenage melodrama; it’s an assessment. Utada became a megastar absurdly young, at the exact moment pop culture shifted toward 24/7 surveillance: tabloids to blogs to social media, fandom to stan culture. In that ecosystem, “being famous” isn’t just being recognized; it’s being interpreted. The self becomes content, and the audience doesn’t merely consume the work, they feel licensed to draft the person into narratives about authenticity, identity, and access.
Subtext: the bargain is asymmetrical. You can love making music, even love connecting with listeners, while still hating the condition of being watched. Utada’s songwriting has long carried that tension - intimacy offered through sound, privacy defended in life. The quote draws a boundary that’s culturally unfashionable in an era where visibility is treated as the ultimate validation. It also reads as a quiet refusal of the “be grateful” script we hand celebrities: as if success obligates them to enjoy the mechanism that extracts it.
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| Topic | Loneliness |
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