"I can remember feeling very angry, and saying no! I can do it myself! From that point of view it was very emotional for me to get myself to the point to sit in the chair and be "up""
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Then the quote pivots. "From that point of view it was very emotional for me to get myself to the point to sit in the chair and be 'up'". The phrase "sit in the chair" quietly signals a specific ritual: the makeup chair, the interview chair, the pre-show chair where other hands take over. For someone whose identity is built on motion - tap's precision, the body as instrument - stillness becomes its own vulnerability. Letting yourself be "up" isn't just being onstage; it's accepting visibility, accepting help, accepting that the machine of show business requires submission as well as mastery.
The scare quotes around "up" give away the tension. Being "up" is a state you manufacture, not a natural mood. Hines is describing the emotional labor of readiness: the self-talk that turns anxiety and resistance into charisma. Underneath the anecdote is an adult reckoning with control - the recognition that independence is a story artists tell to survive, while the work itself often demands trust, collaboration, and a willingness to be seen before you feel prepared.
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| Topic | Anger |
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APA Style (7th ed.)
Hines, Gregory. (2026, January 15). I can remember feeling very angry, and saying no! I can do it myself! From that point of view it was very emotional for me to get myself to the point to sit in the chair and be "up". FixQuotes. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-can-remember-feeling-very-angry-and-saying-no-i-143922/
Chicago Style
Hines, Gregory. "I can remember feeling very angry, and saying no! I can do it myself! From that point of view it was very emotional for me to get myself to the point to sit in the chair and be "up"." FixQuotes. January 15, 2026. https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-can-remember-feeling-very-angry-and-saying-no-i-143922/.
MLA Style (9th ed.)
"I can remember feeling very angry, and saying no! I can do it myself! From that point of view it was very emotional for me to get myself to the point to sit in the chair and be "up"." FixQuotes, 15 Jan. 2026, https://fixquotes.com/quotes/i-can-remember-feeling-very-angry-and-saying-no-i-143922/. Accessed 9 Feb. 2026.


